feeling fine...

Worked last night until 10 then i had to go andys to work on his computer to do a powerpoint presentation. But do to the bad luck that I seem to always have...It keep on freezing on me and it took me forever to do the assignment. Last night had a talk with aubra...(yea Yea, I said i would never mention her again in my journal) conversations are better than what they use to be. But I feel that I can't have a friendship with her for a while. I can't have any contact with her or my feelings for her will come back and I can't have that. Well she says she never said those those to kandance but other people tell me its true. I belive her, but it still hurts knowing that she even might had said it jokinly. Well she says there will not ever be a chance with "us" ever again...I understand I took her for granute and I wish I never did. She also says that she is never going to date in H.S or College I higly doubt that is going to happen it shouldn't. She needs to date to see what kind of guy she likes...I am sorry that I runioned that for her....to bad. Well this journal is only going to Friends...so If you want to read it for now on....add me as a friend and I will add you....LaterBilly