Lryics from Jimmy!

"My Sundown"I see it around me, I see it in everything.I could be so much more than this.I said my goodbye's this is my sundown.I'm gonna be so much more than this.With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.You'll take your time, but no one cares.No one cares.I need you to show me the way from crazy.I wanna be so much more than this.With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.You'll take your time, but no one cares.With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.You'll take your time, but no one cares.No one cares.I could be so much more than this.No one cares.I wanna be so much more than this.No one cares.I could be so much more than this.No one cares.I wanna be so much more than this.No one cares.I wanna be so much more than this.No one cares.I wanna be so much more than this.Good Goodbye, lovely timeGood Goodbye, tinsel shineGood Goodbye, I'll be fineGood Goodbye, good goodnight.Jimmy Eat World - My Sundown

Busy-using noahs computer!

This weekend was busier than hell. Made around 150+ though. I stayed at Rachal Lewis Apartment last night because ANDY decided to go to the boat all night...lol its ok me and rachal caught up on the good old times. I HAVE MADE MY DECISION I am moving to P-town Next week. I feel Andys/Peoria will be a better place for me and I can expland my network of friends. Didn't go on that date, she was still grounded so she couldnt go. Thats ok didnt really bother me, it would of been fun though. Well I have some drawing to do for my free hand class tommorow so I better get at it. Later,Billy

For some odd re...

For some odd reasone I can't sleep...Hmm tried to earlier but just can't. Hmmm Playing chess online right now...Getting the snot kicked out of me. But its now like I am good!Gotta get up in 7 hours for work...Thank good I already in Peoria or the drive would suck!..Think i am pretty sure about movin in here with andy...Sounds like a wise move but i dont know yet!Just have to communte to spoon which is going to suck!Later,Billy

PEOPLE are FAKE

So today started out GREAT...nice rainy *** day. Well school went ok, got in trouble from my Instructor Mr. Mahaer, well I didn't exactly get in trouble...you see in order for me to understand theories I have to keep on asking questions and I keep on asking TOO complex questions that took the discussion futher and got to points he didnt want me to get to yet. So he told if I did it again before class got over (two minutes left) he was going to kick me out...but I am sure he was just kidding! Well Math was boring as usual I really dont understand those concept and to topit all off I left my bag in the art room..opps had homework for monday...but I think I will Manage! I am not going to discuss on WHAT I found out about you know who tonight but IT really PISSED me OFF that she would even consider doing that to me. But I dont CARE anymore! Screw her, she just lost a good friend.! Work was alright tonight. Made maybe 50 dont really remember. I do need to get better at waiting though so I can start making the "big bucks" if that is even possible at Damons. Well I am kind of going on a "date" Sunday with a girl from work, Danille(sorry if I miss spelled that!) Just a simple date after work. Think we are going to go see AP3 (she hasnt seen it yet) and going MINI GOLFING (I love that sport!) She is a pretty cool girl, talkitive, outgoing, I dont think we will have a rare moment of silence. I am glad I am going on this date it will help me get over aubra faster and I need to date. I wouldnt of started to date this fast but after aubra said those things to one of her friends THE FIRST NIGHT WE BROKE UP I figured I needed since she is wants too. Oh well I NEED to date, and I might as well not waste time. The feaky thing about this girl is that we both know Lauren (from Sky) and she posts in Livejournal: Shelovesthegame So now I have something to look forward to, :) I can feel my depression slowly decreasing out of my body! How can I speed up the process?LaterBillyBTW-who the hell is coming over to my house tommorow night after the dance? Derek? Brian? ...anyone else? Guys its going to be fun...

Reach an conclusion.

I have reached a conclusion....absoulte NO contact with her. I have took her of my friends list so I don't have to know about her life. I have found other use of a tutor for my english/math subjects (thanks Kasey) and I have started to meet and hang out with more people. She wants space I will give her time without me, maybe or maybe not she will relize what she has lost (if she even did). Ok, for now on no more talking about her in my entrys. I am going to be happy now and overcome this depression that I have been faced with. So last night was fun. Went out with Kasey and Micha. We mostly drove around town and Kasey made me eat TWO double cheese bugers at MIKEY D's But I could barly eat one with out getting sick. MY stomach has shrank I think. Well Michea didnt want to eat greasy food so we had to stop by Hannams for him which to me didnt make since, he would rather have something sweet and fat then a cheeseburger?!? After eating we went to Walmart to see how much CD's were for Kasey....then I dropped her off and went cruising more with Micha (he made me listen to his damn Country Music,) We then got waved down my Evyn uptown so we chilled up there the rest of the night (well until it started to rain) Think I am going to be hanging out there alot, it really got my mind of things. Meet/got reaquinted with a couple of people up there.....not to mention the couch and chairs were pretty relaxing.Well tonight I have to work at 4:30 to Off Wait (which is 9 or so?) Kasey and I might hang out when I get back but I don't know yet. Billy

Goldfinger lyrics!

"Counting The Days"So here I go and there you went...againJust another stupid thing that I done wrong.Locked up in my head, knocked down, beaten, left for deadWith all those brilliant things I should have said.I gotta get away, and find something to do'Cause everything I hear, everything I see, reminds me of you.Still counting the days I've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4...Still counting the days that you've been gone.Day one, was no fun.Day two, i hated you.By day three I wish you'd come right back to me.Day four, five and six, well I guess you just don't give a shit.Day seven, this is hell. this is hell.I gotta get away, and find something to do.But everything I hear, everything I see, reminds me of you.Still counting the days I've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4...Still counting the days that you've been gone.Still counting the days since you left me. 1,2,3,4...Still counting the days since you've been gone.A thousand things I wanna say to you, but it's too late now.A thousand things I wanna say...A thousand things I wanna say to you, but it's too late now.A thousand things I wanna say...Still counting the days I've been without you.Still counting the days that you've been gone.Still counting the days I've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4...Still counting the days that you've been gone.Still counting the days since you left me 1, 2, 3, 4...Still counting the days that you've been gone.Gone...Gone...Gone...Gone...

Its been a week.

Its been a week since the big break up. But as time keeps on going I dont feel any better. I have been a lot more stressed latly, can't eat, can't sleep, cant's concentrate. I have been eating once a day latly....all I had yesterday was a candy bar and a thing of milk. Before that, sarah made me eat a bannana, a cheese stick, and some chips, but it didn't go down very well. Everything I do reminds me of her. EVEN work reminds me of her, last night I waited on a couple that sat down in the same area that we sit. They were competing at the game play and nozzoling each other, it made me so sick to my stomach I had go to the bathroom to releave my pain. Goodthing is that they left me an eight dollar tip. Well Aubra is going to help me with my algebra tonight at four. I sure hope it doesn't feel odd, like it has everytime I see her. Ever had a constent pain in the pit of your stomach while your head is throbbing and everyday seems to last forever? Thats how I feel. I dont know why but it hurt yesterday when she said that I could have my couch back...yea I need my couch back but I dont think I want it back. Just to see it there in my Apartment would hurt because the memories of it. I hope this pain ends soon, I don't know how much longer I can stand it. I need to go paintballing or something to relieve the stress. Well to change the subject, work went ok last night. I only made 30 dollars but I only had maybe 5 tables. I did get asked to go "parting" last night by a few people at work but I turned them down. Getting drunk and wasting isn't my idea of fun, Altough they said it releaves stress. I am not going to do that, I would be a hypercrite if I did. Well got off a little earlier than closing last night (we close at 11) because it was so slow. Got to andys, was planning on getting on the net, but his server was done, so I layed on his coutch and feel asleep to American Pie 2. Woke at at 745 today and drove back to Canton. Hmm thats all I did. Gotta go the Finacial Aid Department now,LaterBilly

I am at Andys

Went to work early on Accident today, I am not suppose to be there until 5:30. OPPS! Hmmm I have alot of Homework to do tommorow such as two papers, some math, and some soc. This sememster is going to be a pain, BTW aubra thanks for helping me tommorow, I really appricate it.well off to work I go, well in 50 minutes,AubraGive me a call on Andys cell at 338-4650 if you want to talk, I am dont want to be a dick about the whole pointing fingers on who didnt let who hang out. I relize that we both disliked each other to hang out with other sex's Please dont look at it in my view. Look at overthing in my view. Later

Its been awhile.

I figured I had more time on my hands to write in my journal. I have a lot of things going on in my life now days. Aubra and I are no longer together. It was mutal, but it still hurts not having her here. Yea, Yea I have drama, I figured you need some kind of drama in your life or what is there. You can't say EVERYONE is always happy, can you? Well school has started and work training if finished. My friends and I have been hanging out a lot latly, it feels good, but the void is still presence. Also I think I am going to start writing poems like I did in High School creative writing. I am not as good as Zac or Aubra but its my feelings and I figured feeling this depress I could get some good writing out of it. Well I dont know if anyone reads this anymore and I could really care less, this is for me, not anyone else. Billy (There calling me Will at work for some reason even though repeatly I tell them its billy!)

Its been A year

Well I havnt posted in a while....its been a few months but who cares....! Aubras and I ONE YEAR anniversiy is today....It doesnt really seem that long but it has been...We have had our ups and our downs...but all and all its still a TERRIFIC relationship...yea we have problems like other couples but who doesnt? She has really been there for me the last year I dont know where I would be with out here her cheering me right along the way. I love her so..... So I have to go to Niceragua this thursday....I guess it should be "fun and exciting" I have never ever been out of the country but I would rather my first experiance out of the states NOT be with the United States Marine Corps...but hey what can I do....So get this I have to miss 2 weeks of school to build a school for the Niceraguans! ALL I have to say is I hope the building doesnt become some DRUG LORDs property in the future!#!!@! Well all my gear is mostly backed....got some odd and end stuff to do but nothing real big. OTHER THINGS THAT HAVE BEEN GOING ON IN MY LIFE: school: classes going OKAY? got a apartment got first in the town and country art show couple weeks back joined Phi Theta Kappathats about it

GOT a INTERVIEW

I went and handled out resumes today in Peoria and I got a call back :)When I got home there was a messege on my answering machine from WAOE-TV asking me for a interview...........hehhhe.........I gotta go on friday at 9am............hopefully I will get the postion!

Eric

Guess who IMED me tonight..............my old buddy SMITTY............I rarly get the chance to talk to him.............it seems like forever............now that I have his S/N I can keep in better touch!

First day Back

First day back to school wasnt really nothing.....I think In computer Illustration. was the the most construtive class of the day.....we actually did some stuff in lab.........This semester is goin to be a little tougher than last...........I can only hope......8 o'clock class is goin to be a pain but if I get to sleep like I need to it wont be bad.......I cant belive I had like 5 hours of sleep lastnight and I am still WIDE awake.......

I tried

Well I got class at 8 tommorow........I couldnt get to sleep cause I am in the freakin stay up late mode..................I just spent like 2 hours reading horror urban legends........I must say I am freaked now..............I got that chillly creepy feelin on the back of my neck...............MUST go try to sleep now..........Hope I dont have nightmares of the undead!

MALLRATS

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Paintballin

Well Last night was outstanding..................Paintballing can never be dulll...........if it didnt cost as much I would go every weekend. Last night I didnt get hit until the second to last game...Then came the freezetag games........I will just say...I got hit like 7 times in one game because this little...b... dont know who he was had a better shot at me than I did on him and we just kept goin at it while someone tagged me........Only one welt from last night though which isnt that bad...........Cant wait till neext month!

Sleep.......

Getting to sleep befor 1 has been a big problem for me latly...........I really need to start getting in the mode of going to bed earlier........or else There might be trouble next week when school starts!

Faces

My lovley model was my Girlfriend...and I took all the pics using a sony cybershot P30!

Damn...too tired to make a subject thingy.............

Life as an ENFJ(Extravert, Intuitive, Feeler, Judger)People of this type tend to be friendly, outgoing and enthusiastic; affectionate articulate and tactful; highly empathetic but easily hurt; creative and original; decisive and passionately opinionated, productive, organized and responsible. The most important thing to ENFJs is their relationships and the opportunity to communicate and connect with others. Great careers for ENFJs Here are just a few popular and often satisfying careers for people whose Personality Type is ENFJ: Advertising account executive Magazine editor Therapist Career or outplacement counselor Corporate trainer College professor: humanities Fund- raiser TV producer Occupational therapist Marketing executive Writer / journalist Social worker Human resources professional LIVING ON 2 hours of sleep since friday........................Woke up at 5 saturday......and 6 today.......................didnt go to bed this morning until 3:30!

Drill

That time of the month again..................Marine Corps Reserve Drill! I got all crap in gear......I am all ready...(except Menatally). Well look on the bright side 4 and 1/2 more years to go I think! Well Hopefully I will be alright getting up at freakin 5 tommorw....(i didnt even go to bed until 4 this morning...so its goin to be a big time shock).Good Night

I wanted PLANTED of the apes :(

You're the Nightmare Before Christmas!

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My anthem is: "Electro-Shock Blues," by Eels.I'm a very giving person, which means I frequently cut myself short. Everyone sees me as being perfectly alright, without any huge problems of my own, but I beg to differ. Even when I ask for help, no one really believes me... I'm trying, but it's not easy.Find out what YOUR anthem is HERE!

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