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DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL LYRICS"Again I Go Unnoticed"So quietanother wasted night,the television steals the conversationexhale,another wasted breath,again it goes unnoticed.Please tell me you're just feeling tiredcause if it's more than that I feeel that I might breakout of touch, out of time.Please send me anything but signals that are mixedcasue I can't read your rolling eyesout of touch, are we out of time?Close lippedanother goodnight kissis robbed of all it's passion,your gripanother time, is slackit leaves me feeling empty.I'll wait until tomorrowmaybe you'll feel better thenmaybe we'll be better thenso what's another daywhen I can't bear these nights of thoughts of going on without youthis mood of yours is temporaryit seems worth the waitto see your smile againout of the corner of your eyewont be the only way you'll look at me then.

feeling fine...

Worked last night until 10 then i had to go andys to work on his computer to do a powerpoint presentation. But do to the bad luck that I seem to always have...It keep on freezing on me and it took me forever to do the assignment. Last night had a talk with aubra...(yea Yea, I said i would never mention her again in my journal) conversations are better than what they use to be. But I feel that I can't have a friendship with her for a while. I can't have any contact with her or my feelings for her will come back and I can't have that. Well she says she never said those those to kandance but other people tell me its true. I belive her, but it still hurts knowing that she even might had said it jokinly. Well she says there will not ever be a chance with "us" ever again...I understand I took her for granute and I wish I never did. She also says that she is never going to date in H.S or College I higly doubt that is going to happen it shouldn't. She needs to date to see what kind of guy she likes...I am sorry that I runioned that for her....to bad. Well this journal is only going to Friends...so If you want to read it for now on....add me as a friend and I will add you....LaterBilly

Lryics from Jimmy!

"My Sundown"I see it around me, I see it in everything.I could be so much more than this.I said my goodbye's this is my sundown.I'm gonna be so much more than this.With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.You'll take your time, but no one cares.No one cares.I need you to show me the way from crazy.I wanna be so much more than this.With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.You'll take your time, but no one cares.With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.You'll take your time, but no one cares.No one cares.I could be so much more than this.No one cares.I wanna be so much more than this.No one cares.I could be so much more than this.No one cares.I wanna be so much more than this.No one cares.I wanna be so much more than this.No one cares.I wanna be so much more than this.Good Goodbye, lovely timeGood Goodbye, tinsel shineGood Goodbye, I'll be fineGood Goodbye, good goodnight.Jimmy Eat World - My Sundown

Busy-using noahs computer!

This weekend was busier than hell. Made around 150+ though. I stayed at Rachal Lewis Apartment last night because ANDY decided to go to the boat all night...lol its ok me and rachal caught up on the good old times. I HAVE MADE MY DECISION I am moving to P-town Next week. I feel Andys/Peoria will be a better place for me and I can expland my network of friends. Didn't go on that date, she was still grounded so she couldnt go. Thats ok didnt really bother me, it would of been fun though. Well I have some drawing to do for my free hand class tommorow so I better get at it. Later,Billy

For some odd re...

For some odd reasone I can't sleep...Hmm tried to earlier but just can't. Hmmm Playing chess online right now...Getting the snot kicked out of me. But its now like I am good!Gotta get up in 7 hours for work...Thank good I already in Peoria or the drive would suck!..Think i am pretty sure about movin in here with andy...Sounds like a wise move but i dont know yet!Just have to communte to spoon which is going to suck!Later,Billy

PEOPLE are FAKE

So today started out GREAT...nice rainy *** day. Well school went ok, got in trouble from my Instructor Mr. Mahaer, well I didn't exactly get in trouble...you see in order for me to understand theories I have to keep on asking questions and I keep on asking TOO complex questions that took the discussion futher and got to points he didnt want me to get to yet. So he told if I did it again before class got over (two minutes left) he was going to kick me out...but I am sure he was just kidding! Well Math was boring as usual I really dont understand those concept and to topit all off I left my bag in the art room..opps had homework for monday...but I think I will Manage! I am not going to discuss on WHAT I found out about you know who tonight but IT really PISSED me OFF that she would even consider doing that to me. But I dont CARE anymore! Screw her, she just lost a good friend.! Work was alright tonight. Made maybe 50 dont really remember. I do need to get better at waiting though so I can start making the "big bucks" if that is even possible at Damons. Well I am kind of going on a "date" Sunday with a girl from work, Danille(sorry if I miss spelled that!) Just a simple date after work. Think we are going to go see AP3 (she hasnt seen it yet) and going MINI GOLFING (I love that sport!) She is a pretty cool girl, talkitive, outgoing, I dont think we will have a rare moment of silence. I am glad I am going on this date it will help me get over aubra faster and I need to date. I wouldnt of started to date this fast but after aubra said those things to one of her friends THE FIRST NIGHT WE BROKE UP I figured I needed since she is wants too. Oh well I NEED to date, and I might as well not waste time. The feaky thing about this girl is that we both know Lauren (from Sky) and she posts in Livejournal: Shelovesthegame So now I have something to look forward to, :) I can feel my depression slowly decreasing out of my body! How can I speed up the process?LaterBillyBTW-who the hell is coming over to my house tommorow night after the dance? Derek? Brian? ...anyone else? Guys its going to be fun...

Reach an conclusion.

I have reached a conclusion....absoulte NO contact with her. I have took her of my friends list so I don't have to know about her life. I have found other use of a tutor for my english/math subjects (thanks Kasey) and I have started to meet and hang out with more people. She wants space I will give her time without me, maybe or maybe not she will relize what she has lost (if she even did). Ok, for now on no more talking about her in my entrys. I am going to be happy now and overcome this depression that I have been faced with. So last night was fun. Went out with Kasey and Micha. We mostly drove around town and Kasey made me eat TWO double cheese bugers at MIKEY D's But I could barly eat one with out getting sick. MY stomach has shrank I think. Well Michea didnt want to eat greasy food so we had to stop by Hannams for him which to me didnt make since, he would rather have something sweet and fat then a cheeseburger?!? After eating we went to Walmart to see how much CD's were for Kasey....then I dropped her off and went cruising more with Micha (he made me listen to his damn Country Music,) We then got waved down my Evyn uptown so we chilled up there the rest of the night (well until it started to rain) Think I am going to be hanging out there alot, it really got my mind of things. Meet/got reaquinted with a couple of people up there.....not to mention the couch and chairs were pretty relaxing.Well tonight I have to work at 4:30 to Off Wait (which is 9 or so?) Kasey and I might hang out when I get back but I don't know yet. Billy