Samstag, 1. September 2007
Busy-using noahs computer!
This weekend was busier than hell. Made around 150+ though. I stayed at Rachal Lewis Apartment last night because ANDY decided to go to the boat all night...lol its ok me and rachal caught up on the good old times. I HAVE MADE MY DECISION I am moving to P-town Next week. I feel Andys/Peoria will be a better place for me and I can expland my network of friends. Didn't go on that date, she was still grounded so she couldnt go. Thats ok didnt really bother me, it would of been fun though. Well I have some drawing to do for my free hand class tommorow so I better get at it. Later,Billy
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Umm....in case you don't remember you have a year long legally binding CONTRACT with hud. I wouldn't care excecpt you will probably get fined and I want you to be able to pay my mom back soon. Oh and speaking of which she is pretty pissed of by the way...she said you had better be paying her back the 6-7 THOUSAND dollars you owe her before you start taking out girls/blowing money with your friends. She wants the reimbursment for that tire, your tuition, insurance, transfer of title, etc. ASAP. And I would really appriciate it if you came and got you crap out of my room.
I was going out CHEAP...Three dollar movies ect no big deal. I plan on paying her back ASAP. I actually am going to be talking to HUD about moving there....Since I am moving there for work it shouldnt be a problem...I will not get fined.... Please stop making comments IN MY JOURNAL i stop making them in yours!
BTW I have not blown any money hardly at with my friends....MOst I have done since we broke up is getiting a 99cents ICE Cream cone from Hannams and of coarse some Gas Money! I will be getting my things outta of you HOUSE ASAP you inconsiderate *****!
yep i sure am the inconsiderate one...lets go back to 3rd grade and call each other names.
me being in third grade I think we should drop this stupid bickering its not going to get us anywhere, REMEMBER I am the one who wanted to still be good friends...you needed you space I gave it you...SO drop the whole high school fights...!
I don't really understand how this is a highschool fight? You are the one calling me names and posting untrue things in your journal. Even when you were pissing me off hardcore I did not result to calling you names/leaving you nasty notes etc. And actually I wanted to stay friends too if you remember but I do need space for awhile...but for you it had to be now or never so so be it I suppose. I wanted to wait until you moved on to be friends...because I didn't want the sappy letters and the lost puppy looks etc. because they made me uncomfotable. And I agree, bickering will get us nowhere. And neither will you calling me a bitch and a whore, because we both know there is no way I am a "whore" and you kind of forced me to act like a bitch because when I tried to be nice all you did was hit on me...I have to be mean to get you over me...well actually when was I mean? I was honest if that is what you mean. I told you I needed my space, what did you want me to do, lie? So can we just like not do this whole fighting thing anymore? We did that enough when we dated. We need to just be happy for each other that we are happy. Good luck with the girl from work...maybe she will get you over me and we can be friends again?
Did you say that you wanted to make out with anyone the NIGHT we broke up? YES OR NO and who was it? Me and the Girl at work is nothing at all...The reason why I agreed/asked her to go on a date was because I heard from a COUPLE of sources that you said that...That really hurt to know that you were inconsiderate of my feelings and wanted to make out with someone a few hours after we broke up. What did comment was not true? I am sorry but I am going to have to belive the people who told me that, I trust that they are telling the truth, so are they? I don't want to fight anymore, I just can't be your friend at this current time. The pain is still a little there and I feel that I might still "hit" on you when I see you. Oh by the way you do relize that Matt is going for you right? I was right on that one...so are you lying about what you posted in your journal about him not being a rebound? Are you going for him? I sure hope not or I would have to think less of you since you acted like it wasn't a rebound and that you wouldn't go for him since you dated his brother. I know after a while I did not want to call it off and I begged you to take me back...but now I relized that this is for the good of both of us, I don't want to even try to go back out with you now. Truthfully I will have feelings for you probably until the day I die, but I highly doubt us ever getting back together. You were right that Sunday after we broke up, I really don't think there will ever be a chance with us being a couple again. The depression is slowly leaving my body, and I have relized I do not have to rely on you for support anymore. Like I said when we were going out out, you were my strenght, my abilty to overcome my problems, but now I learning to deal with the fact that your not there anymore. Yes, I still wake up in the middle of the night alone, yes, I still find myself driving by your house at the end of the night just to see if I could see you. But in all relization I am over you. Thanks for all the memories I have learned so much from you, and I appreciate everything you and your family has done for me. But for now I don't think I could see you for a while for I know I would want to have a relationship again, I can't do that. The last few weeks have been hell for me, and you did not care. My friends have stood by me and help me get over you and my depression. Now I am back on eating/ sleeping schedual. I am hanging out with my friends more, and my life is worth living again. Although I if you would to talk in person or just plainly hang out sometime I would be more than happy to do so. But I would like to remind you after hearing you say that comment about wanted to make out with someone THE NIGHT we BROKE up...its not going to be the same because I honestly thought you loved me and you lied to me when you said there was no one else and that you "just" wanted to be alone for a while. You told me that there was NO ONE that you wanted to make out with or be with, That was all a lie, and it killed me. Yes I am going to start dating people now but I was honestly going to hold off until a month or two of getting over you but I figured since you said that comment that you were ready to date other people...so what kind I do except for date myself. Please I agree lets stop fighting, and I will stop calling you names, as long as I don't find out anymore UNAPEALING information about you literally screwing me over. Have a nice life, good luck in everything you do...you have a lot of potional...don't let asswholes like me keep you back from suceeding in your goals. I will be here if you need me--Billy
one more question? The puppy dog eyes and the sappy letters? Did they make you uncomfortable because you know you still had feelings for me or just plaining you didnt care that I hurt? Dont forget to answer the T/F question about the "little" comment you made about the night we broke up, I really need to know the truth, or I dont think we could ever be good friends again.Billy
Not to get into anyone's personal business or anything but...If you both agree it's over and you're not gettin back together...why does it matter what she did after you broke up? You're just dwelling on something painful that may not even be true. No sense hurting each other now over stupid things...constant arguing and fighting just makes the good memories that much harder to remember, and the good things are the only things you want to carry with you. Remember the good, learn from the bad. You say you want to be friends but you can't if she did what you heard she did...and thats not right...You don't have to forgive or forget anything she may have done...just accept it... After you accept things being friends will come easy if it's what you want.
Not to get into anyone's personal business or anything but...If you both agree it's over and you're not gettin back together...why does it matter what she did after you broke up? You're just dwelling on something painful that may not even be true. No sense hurting each other now over stupid things...constant arguing and fighting just makes the good memories that much harder to remember, and the good things are the only things you want to carry with you. Remember the good, learn from the bad. You say you want to be friends but you can't if she did what you heard she did...and thats not right...You don't have to forgive or forget anything she may have done...just accept it... After you accept things being friends will come easy if it's what you want.
thank you for the encouragement but one problem...its like she is trying to hurt me by spreading rumers about her doing stuff with other guys or just plainy try to make me jealous...who are you anywaz?Friend of hers?
Nope, I don't even know her... Just a nosey girlie.
Thanks for the insight into the situation. I appriciate it.
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