Its been a week.

Its been a week since the big break up. But as time keeps on going I dont feel any better. I have been a lot more stressed latly, can't eat, can't sleep, cant's concentrate. I have been eating once a day latly....all I had yesterday was a candy bar and a thing of milk. Before that, sarah made me eat a bannana, a cheese stick, and some chips, but it didn't go down very well. Everything I do reminds me of her. EVEN work reminds me of her, last night I waited on a couple that sat down in the same area that we sit. They were competing at the game play and nozzoling each other, it made me so sick to my stomach I had go to the bathroom to releave my pain. Goodthing is that they left me an eight dollar tip. Well Aubra is going to help me with my algebra tonight at four. I sure hope it doesn't feel odd, like it has everytime I see her. Ever had a constent pain in the pit of your stomach while your head is throbbing and everyday seems to last forever? Thats how I feel. I dont know why but it hurt yesterday when she said that I could have my couch back...yea I need my couch back but I dont think I want it back. Just to see it there in my Apartment would hurt because the memories of it. I hope this pain ends soon, I don't know how much longer I can stand it. I need to go paintballing or something to relieve the stress. Well to change the subject, work went ok last night. I only made 30 dollars but I only had maybe 5 tables. I did get asked to go "parting" last night by a few people at work but I turned them down. Getting drunk and wasting isn't my idea of fun, Altough they said it releaves stress. I am not going to do that, I would be a hypercrite if I did. Well got off a little earlier than closing last night (we close at 11) because it was so slow. Got to andys, was planning on getting on the net, but his server was done, so I layed on his coutch and feel asleep to American Pie 2. Woke at at 745 today and drove back to Canton. Hmm thats all I did. Gotta go the Finacial Aid Department now,LaterBilly